No Remorse
There are billions of reasons why people run.
The one I find the funniest was what Joanne said after Adidas King of the Road 2008, when we ate this huge-ass servings of pancakes at Flapjacks without feeling guilty at all. “May nasunog na naman tayo eh, time to fill it up again.” Bwahahaha. I haven’t used that loveable lame excuse for a long time now.
A little before I got hospitalized (the blog entry about it is still a draft … as many of my entries imported here from my previous blog), I have cut down on food. I’ve always thought that making me lighter would make me run faster (people who make lame reasons tend to have lame logic as well hahaha).
The melodramatic part is I’ve been cutting down on a lot of things as well. Cutting down communication with people I don’t want to be hanging out with: emotional vampires, parasites who cling for made-believe affection, and just plain lies. I could hold them all off by being indifferent with just the snap of my fingers but I knew I had to run all the pressure and stress off sometime.
Even the skies were gloomy. I would have gone for a run last night, had it not been raining, had I not been discharged from the hospital a little more than a week ago, and had it not been darker than the usual late nights I spend working on freelance projects.
The sun is out now and I’ve been listening to a very calming song since yesterday: Kaskade – Empty Streets. I’ve posted it below, and you will notice that it is as relaxing as a night you have envisioned to be, when suddenly nobody and nothing exists around you. The video could have been better if the vocalist just stood there singing while leaning on one of the buildings.
The song starts with this: “The city feels clean this time of night, and me walking home to clear my head, I know it came as no surprise.”
I prefer to run.
Back with a vengeance for Globe I hope! Haha!
Gaga ka talaga quinote pa ako hahaha! I DON’T remember saying that…but yea, it sounds like me! I miss you Graey! See you SUNDAYyeaaah!!!
I hope so too! 😀 This will be my first 10Km run (or the first il EVER run) after being hospitalized a little more than a couple of weeks ago.
Hahaha ganon talaga! 😀 I miss you too! Did you get my text? I’ll run with you tomorrow, don’t worry
– After seeing for a long time your phtoos I know that I want to have you taking pictures of my future wedding but since I can’t pay you a ticket to my country at least I can request if you can share with us . some WALLPAPERS to promote your work and to get inspired when we use our laptops.